Woke up at 7am today.

At least it wasn't 6:00 am which has been my average for the last two weeks. Went to Laguna with Jordan and Anthony in the day yesterday, then went over to Ricky's. His cousin Chris was there, whom I haven't seen in years.. we watched the Disneyland fireworks from his rooftop in Westminster, then sat around smoking and shooting shit until 11:30. Ricky's an old man at 24, so i left to meet up with Jordan and Anthony again at their friends late night soccer game so he could get some sleep. Afterwards we headed over to Silky Sullivans, the Irish restaurant and bar. I haven't been to this bar since i was about 19 or 20, same bartender is still working the bar and I'm sure the same regulars. When we walked through the door there was one of those crazy wasted guys, the kind that banter obnoxiously and sings on the top of his lungs. He ended up getting kicked out of the bar for being a prick and the awesome bartender gave me his food! and free beers! I love Hispanic bartenders and the fact that i look like some Latina tv star.

these chicks were rad!

free food! i love my cell phone to the right.

Woodsburo, Texas.

In April I had to go to the city where my grandmother was raised to bury her ashes.

waiting for our rental car.

the church where the service was held.

My great-great grandparents and great.

If i were to be buried, id want my grave to look like this.

My g'ma and her 8 siblings grew up here.

i love shacks.

Another day, another bar.

Last night my friend Ricky picked me up for another night of debauchery. First, we drank tall boys on the jungle gym in Canyon Park. We then proceeded after to Detroit Bar, where they have karaoke every other Sunday to meet up with my friend Serge and his coworkers. The bar was completely dead, so we headed over to Madeleines to meet my friend Allie. I had heard of Madeleines earlier in the week from a friend and had yelped the bar. I was so excited that i had found my new favorite dive bar, but unfortunately it was just like any other sports bar and the only reason it was a dive is because old people go there. But, it did have porn photo hunt and a few pool tables! We probably spent way too much money on that video game machine.

My camera died before i could take any other pictures.

The night before i hung around the house after i went to the beach and got ready. Then i met Tevis, Max, Austin, and some girls at Little Knight for a couple beers. Then i went to Lakewood to Stephanie's to go to our friend BB's art show.

The show was alright, I'm a big fan of their art and it was awesome to see BB! Afterwards we headed over to La Cita in DTLA, where my friends Brian and Zach were djing.

Next bar in Costa Mesa, Tony's Place! 3 dollar cocktails and tons of old people, so says the yelp. It opens at 6:00pm and has darts which is a plus!

Lydia acting like she doesnt love me.

Beach day!

I look so haggard. Sassy is cute though.

last night..

Last night i got home from work, ate some dinner, & took a shower. Shortly after my shower Alex Robles & Cory Paulson showed up to my house, i hadnt even brushed my hair or put on makeup. We went over to a girl named Brie's house, then left to meet J Fish, Cheyne Smith, & Clifford Chambers at the Little Knight. Later we some how ended up at Hoguebarmichaels, later to go to Alejandros for late night shitty mexican food.

Beautiful day outside.

I woke up at 7:30 again, but i didnt go to bed until very late and i was still drunk when i woke up. Note to self do not drink a bottle of tequila with Austin when you have work in the morning. We watched Hellraiser, i havent seen that film in years. I bought 3 Extremes and Chello at blockbuster for like 2.99, epic! All i want to do is buy a new down pad and pass out when i get off work. Ive smoked too much today and i drank too much the night before.

I'm going to miss this chair so much..

And im going to miss these crosses too. I guess i could always visit them at my mothers new home.

Riding around SLO with Jason. Yes, my hoodie is tied around my waste.

Wrightwood, California.

Courtney's parents moved away about a year ago to Wrightwood, which is in the San Bernardino mountains. they live in a cute little cabin, which i forgot to photograph. we went up for a day a few weeks ago. how i love her parents so! they sometimes are more of parents to me than my own.

breaking into a abandoned hotel.

FAIL air conditioner

FAIL bathroom.

my matryoshka doll..

thank you jason!

just a day like any other..

yesterday morning i drove back to Los Angeles from San Luis Obispo. it was a beautiful drive down the 101, though it drizzled for some of it! i love the way the mountains look with the haze, i tried to photograph it but my camera was dead. i hadn't showered while i was in the central coast, so i asked my friend Andrea if i could use hers before work.. but when i got to downtown she wasn't answering her phone! immediately i lost my temper and sent her a text saying, "count me out as a friend." but i soon talked to her to discover that her cat Carlota went missing!

work was the same as always, filed paper work, smoked bowls, talked to the insane costumers that come in, or try to practice my spanish with the cholos. my manager told me that i should of gotten my temporary tattooed instead. haha. "the detail is sick"

when i got off work, i immediately eat food and passed out. when i woke up this morning my mother had started packing up her clothes. i had recently moved back home to my parents house to help out my father with the house.. my mother had decided to divorce him.

here are some photos from a week or two ago in long beach @ alex's bar with some of my boys:

my first blog..

For awhile now I've wanted to create my own blog & now i have!

Though, i dont know who would read this silly little thing..

Ive been hanging out at my friend Jason's shop Tired and True Tattoo in SLO.

Im getting a matryoshka tattooed by jason.

update with the photo later..